Roots

I fall down, i get up, i get up to fall down

Tell me where i can find my long-awaited breaking point

Which is the final blow and when's the screening for the last show?

I'm convinced i must have been born pretty damn hollow in the head

But i do know of the few things that went extremely wrong on that bed

It was supposed to happen as much as my very own existence

Unprepared to face the fate that came too fast when they walked too slow

In the garden of maturity, they couldn't stop to fulfill the needs

Of an infant as they stood in front of all their peers, taking another swig at their beer

Not again, same old track, same old storybook with the same cracks

I don't know where to start, but i know where it will end

So, i pray to god every day and every night to ease the pain

When they're gone and i'm on my way

I know this heat is here to stay

I'm not my own mistake, i see no blame that i should take

But for the one which i made when i first started to hesitate

I contemplate to walk away from this sorry life they made

Out of something that wasn't love which they confused with the young adults' curse

What a curse, oh what a curse, as it still lives on after 17 years

I can't say that i understand cause for me to do that i've got to take

All their blame and all their shame, like it was all me in the first place

There won't be a single sound as i go down burning in flames

Because nope, there's no way in hell i'll ever try becoming the adult

I'll learn when it's my turn but it's not my turn cause their time is now

And now's the time to keep their vows, to keep things right and from going foul

Not again, same old house, same old morons with the same spouse

You don't know where to start, but you know where it will end

So, you pray to god every day and every night to ease the pain

When they're gone and you're on you're way

You know this heat is here to stay