Hag of A Laptop

  I've been updating a lot more now because of a few reasons: 1) My laptop is being a bitch. 2) My brother's laptop is being an asshole. 3) I have nothing else to do. 4) Literally nothing. 5) I feel stuff. So yeah, here i am again. Of course, i could always go on twitter or tumblr or asianfanfic.com but it really does get boring after a while. Not the twitter or tumblr part because they never get boring, only out of new posts, but unfortunately only a handful of kryber fan fictions are readable and those handfuls have all been read over and over again when i've run out of things to do in real life. Although i could go back to my author-ssi life, i just feel like i am and can't write as i did before. I know i'm not all that great of a writer but it's always a good feeling to know that there are people out there who somewhat enjoy what you put your time and effort into, and that alone makes writing worthwhile. But i feel like i'm just going to taint my name and disappoint the readers if i do post something right now, so i'd rather let them hate on my absence than have them hate on my unsatisfying presence. Does that even sound right? See what i mean? It's like i don't even know what's wrong or right with my sentences anymore. So much for English being my first language. I literally can't have a solid enough grasp on anything. Not even life.

  I'm kind of in a dilemma right now. Since my laptop is on its downward spiral, i've been having thoughts about getting a new, more reliable one what with the new college term starting. Everybody knows how attractive Apple products are in today's world and everybody knows just how much i love them. So, i'vebeen wondering, should i ask mom for a MacBook Air? Honestly, i already brought it up once in a conversation a week or so ago but she didn't seem very serious about it. I think that's only because i haven't clarify how shitty my laptop really is nowadays, but that's fine because i will as soon as i have solid proof that it can't pull its shit together no more. Hopefully i'm making a wise and mature decision this time. I do like my current Asus laptop, but it already as too many bugs. It's probably old and lazy now. Like me. But whatever because unlike it, i'm still functioning. Barely, but i'm still here.

  Right, so i have exhausted all topics for this update. I don't seem to have anything else to say so maybe i'll just leave this here. Um, bye. Maybe i'll be back. Like, right back. But i don't know. And neither do you.