Chaos

Words don't come as i hoped they would
Yet thoughts like these, they never stop
Harassing me, i'm begging please

Hear my plea
I'd do anything just to breathe

I can't wash this blood off
At night i don't sleep at all
Nightmares and memories
Could they be less haunting?
I can't breathe in this pain
If anything's good, it's this rain
At least i know it's not just me
Who's falling and crashing to get some peace

Weatherman says it'll be a storm
Boisterous and harsh as the wind blows
Up a mess, tearing up this place

As He said
Let there only be chaos in her head

I can't wash this blood off
At night i don't sleep at all
Nightmares and memories
Could they be less haunting?
I can't breathe in this pain
If anything's good, it's this rain
At least i know it's not just me
Who's falling and crashing to get some peace

It'll never come
It'll never be
I'll only ever have this agonizing misery

There can only be chaos
Only chaos
Only chaos
In my head